I have not been on this thing forever. So much has happened in my life, its too hard to say it all.
I had a summer thing, but it ended with him cheating on me with my best friend. And I still want to be his friend, but he doesn't want to be mine.
A new boy liked me soon after, and asked me out, but sadly I turned him down because I still wasn't over my ex.
Another new boy likes me, and I'm going to try to give him a shot, but knowing me, I'll find every little flaw in him that I can, so I can prevent myself from liking him.
I've gained weight, and I hate it. Probably from my excessive drinking on the weekends. My mom knows I smoke, she just doesn't know I smoke a pack every week, which isn't too bad.
Thats a brief look into my life. Its way to complicated in real life.
